Wrestling Match

Have you ever wrestled with God, unwilling to let go of Him until He blesses you, like Jacob?  That sense of peace and satisfaction that comes after the wrestling match is over is overwhelming.  It feels almost like holding on to a pole while everything pulls and pushes you to let go, but you continue to strain to hold on, then finally, there is a sense of calm, and it is then that you can look at what you have been holding onto:  Jesus.